Rest in ...Past

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Damn. This took ages.
But i'm proud of the result!

It was supposed to be inspirated by a song, but at last the playlist grew up.
so if you want to listen to the songs i heard.... search the following songs on whereever:
1. Safe and sound - Taylor Swift
2. Pardon me - He is we
3. When it rains - Paramore

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What does this picture stand for?
Rest in peace, leave the past.

It's just already hard enough fot me to get all those things which happen around me.
But just imagine:

You have 3 people you love more than everybody.
3 people you would walk throught fire for.
3 people who are more worth for you than your own life.
But suddenly everything breakes apart.
2 of the 3 people hate you. Can't talk to you. Can't stay your looks.
Ignoring you. And leaving a bitter deep scar into your heart.

"Hahaha" You think now. "What's about the thirth person?"
Good question!
So let's explain.... i don't want to talk much around so just let me tell you: The thirth person.... lays dieing.
Yeah. Nice, eh?
Well... It's hard atm.

Every day i'm just waiting for some good news but... there're none. Yay.
I'm tired.
If someone asked me "if you could change something in your past, would you do it?" I would say yes. I would say yes, I'd fix all my mistakes, deleted all stupid things i said or did.
But i can't
So i have no choice than living like this.
Damn God why do you let me suffer like this?
What mistake i've made that you're hating me so much?
Whatever it is, I'M SORRY ;U;